Mom at sixteen

I watched this on hallmark and found it the most beautiful thing ever.
Not the movie itself but the bond between mother and child.
I know how sappy all this sounds, get an abortion, put him up for adoption.
You have your own life to lead, but how about his?

I’m currently 18 going 19.
I am not ready, i dont think i’ll ever be ready.
Before even reaching that stage, i really have to honestly ask myself whether i am ready to give all this up.
Once you said you would do anything, go to school this way still.
But imagination always pictures it better, our better lives are in our minds.
Im definitely not reaching there, or even have to put my foot in it.
Though half of my foot is in it already.

There are people out there, dying for to have a child on their own.
And kids these days just harvest them like some corn field.
They deem it as bad seed and get rid of them straightaway, it’s very sad.

Once i was a kid, i watched on hallmark, She’s too young.
I will kill to watch that show again, that will remind us how our innocence plays an important part to our lives.
I would really kill to have that innocence back.
Those adolescent days when everyone cant blame you cause you are just too young.

I’m a sap story, i cried ):

July 3, 2009. Uncategorized.

One Comment

  1. NANA replied:

    you really need to fill me in honey! haven’t talked to you super long already. that’s CONFIRMED. i can’t go online on SKYPE, my school’s program doesn’t allow for it!

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