Thats the first thing i saw when i stepped into wordpress again after a long long time.
it’s funny how words can express whatever you have to say, to do.
words convey messages, words gives you instructions, words can hurt your feeling, words can relieve you of the burden you are carrying inside.
No, i don’t come here for comfort in writing, i’m currently living a really happy life, i have everything i need, except the money of my own. to shop. to dine at expensive places at my own expenses. to flatter my friends with extensive gifts ( i would love to do that so much ) and do things like those rich people do on gg.

Reena turned 19 today. as of 3 hours ago.
Time really past by like. this. next thing we know we are celebrating our 21.
19. Can you believe you were once 16.
I bought you a crystal thingy for your birthday in sec 1 reena, remember?
I don’t think you kept it, hahahah.
As much as i would love to live in the moment of laughter, tears ( not much of it ), the bitching, the L4D, the boyfriend gatherings, the water sprinkler fights, the wrestling under the starts, the bimbotic moments, those moments capture happily on film.
Reality has to kick in and make me realize that is highly impossible, you only can return it to smile at it, instead of re-living again. You would say look forward to the future! No point looking back.
Yet, i feel the need to return to when i was 16. and just stay there.
Wait, no 18. At least i’m legal, I don’t have to be sneaking around.
Soon we will be married, pregnant, kids running around the house and you’ll be old and dying.
Soon, bills of the water you use, the electricity you use, those that you think of nothing to pay for now. It will be your turn.

Fuck this world, stop turning so fast.
My time is ending soon. Soon.

Happy Birthday Baby Reena!
You’ll always be a baby in my heart, actually in our all of our hearts.
Lovelovelove, happy birthday babbyy!